I'm in a good mood today. I went out and bought some flavours I haven't tasted in years; real genuine bubblegum and some of that pina colada Sobe I loved so dearly when I was younger. I briefly considered doing something outrageous. I wanted to reinvent myself, get some turquoise and pink eyeshadow, bleach out my hair and get it cut with a razor. But I decided against it. There are some people who fit noticeability, and I am not one of them. People like that are stuck up if they don't talk to anyone. As I am now, I'm just shy.
I'm still undecided about Summerstock. A lot of the time I feel like I don't fit in with the created drama and complicated undertones that seem to come with being a stocker; a female stocker in particular. I'm tired of talking about the same things (oh I wish I had a boyfriend, Jim is being unfair, everything's going to be different this year, etc.) with people I don't really like being around. There are still great people in Summerstock, but most of them are in lead roles and I'm friends enough to do other things with them anyway. Then again, I felt this way at the beginning of last year, too. Maybe it's just a phase I'll get over. Who the crap knows?
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I went through the same thing halfway through Westside. It wasn't the reason I quit, school was the main reason, but I dunno. Summerstock is awesome, but I guess there gets to be a point where it's not for you anymore. Is this that time? You'll have to think about it long and hard, it's a tough desision/
Hooray for Sobes. So very tasty.
Are the crazies at ACAD making you feel lacking in such things as bleached hair and pink eyeshadow? Actually, I met someone who plays in brass choir but is actually a student at ACAD, and she wasn't particularly crazy - her hair was brown. Aha. I'm done.
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